And yes, they are everywhere.  Everywhere I turn and look.  He left me a thumbprint.

After my parents died, I lost my “rocks” and I am living through my greatest fear EVER in LIFE… but it happened so incredibly fast.   My fear ever since a little girl has never been of me dying, but in my parents dying.  Unfortunately I thought about it way too much as I was growing up and I perseverated On it.  All the time.

Lucky for me, God gave me a pretty decent internal compass.  I appreciate everything I have.   I’ve never been one to point fingers.  But in the heat of a world that’s painted gray, I’ve always been more content with answers in black and white.  More on that later.

I know what my strengths are.

I know what my weaknesses are.

I’ve always embraced my weaknesses and I’ve used my crutches for a LONG TIME.

  But the truth is even the strongest people with perhaps the strongest “crutches” will fall.

 There is no crystal ball but THAT is a guarantee.  So then what?  What do you do then?  Blessed am I that in the last 5 years while my rocks were removed from my daily interaction in flesh, I’ve kept my eyes OPEN, my ears OPEN and most importantly my heart OPEN to where to go so my internal compass could follow.

         His thumbprints……

Coming from a girl who has done almost everything to beat the demons there is something so rich and powerful to be said for this, that I now fully understand the direction of where I’m going.

If you are scared, silently grieving, afraid to speak up, or lost- stay tuned for what’s to come because I want to make sure I’m able to share what I’ve learned and continue to learn.  I’ve had some wake up calls.

 You can hit snooze or get up and GO…..

If I can even help just one person….

#onechance

#powertoempower

#notacoincidence

#youcanfalloryoucanwalk