I think you know how much I love you. I pray you always know

how

Much

I love you.

But over the course of the rest of my life with you I hope and pray that you love yourself even MORE.

Life isn’t pretty nor perfect. In fact, it’s FAR FROM BOTH but you fortunately may only see so much….

Sometimes as we grow and learn we either see “too much” or we may not see enough. To be perfectly honest, I saw too much. I don’t blame anyone for this but I know for a fact that I saw too much. I only know it was too much now because at the time it just was what it was and it wasn’t until looking back and seeing it play through that I realized that I needed help to get past it and needed support to let go.

That there is actually my point. When you are going through “it” you won’t realize it and you will push your way through because that’s the only way you know how. To PUSH. It isn’t until you have the chance to breathe and actually take a breath to step back and to analyze and acknowledge that “damn that was hard” – while I did everything I could to make it work, to establish any sense of normalcy and make the absolute most of my situation- you can look back with 100% love and acknowledge that it really is ok to not be ok.

Accepting, acknowledging, bridging peace and honoring your roots and your past ARE EQUALLY AS IMPORTANT TO LETTING GO AS THEY ARE TO LOVING YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE GOING FORWARD.

Baby I love you so

Much. But I pray that the love I see in you is as strong and resilient as the love you see in yourself.

“You have to love yourself first before

You

Can

Love

Someone

Else.”

I 100% agree with this.

Do everything for YOU that brings you JOY and HAPPINESS and love what you do and who you are and where you are going. It’s not always going to be rose glasses and peachy fun but keep in mind that hard things are worth the fight and nothing in life comes easy….. so embrace that piece that doesn’t come with ease and know that it’s purpose is bringing you closer to what you desire and while it may not be exactly how you pictured it to unfold- there is 110% a purpose and a reason and I love you…….

Find every reason every day to love yourself….. TOO.

I promise

You this…….find all the reasons and all the ways and remember what you send out to the universe you shall see again and receive.

xo I love you.